I Don’t Want to Be Loved (Web Novel) novel is a popular light novel covering Adult, Drama, and Fantasy genres. Written by the Author Starlight. 178 chapters have been translated and translations of other chapters are in progress.
Summary
Rihannan Alessin, a queen rotting in prison.
Despaired and without hope, she drank poison and died. But… unbeknownst to her, the deity gave her a second chance at life. She was twelve again. And this time, she would live life differently.
Six years later, she chooses to become Arundell’s queen…
“If you’re asking me to step down from the marriage proposal, I can’t.”
“Marry me and let us divorce after a year.”
And this time, the time limit of their marriage would last a year.
A husband she knew who was different than before… she tried not to love him again, but each time, her heart kept shaking.
- 0 Prologue
- 1 Golden Bird's Feather
- 2 Loveless Marriage
- 3 Queen
- 4 Hertia Cesca
- 5 Queen Candidate
- 6 Get Out
- 7 Rightful Heir
- 8 Wanting His Love
- 9 A Nobleman's Pride and Dignity
- 10 Send Them Out
- 11 To Crichton
- 12 Feared Queen
- 13 Make a Wish
- 14 The First and Last
- 15 Is This Your Answer?
- 16 Virginity
- 17 Dimitri Priebius
- 18 Life In Her Belly
- 19 He Believed In Her
- 20 I Don't Want To Marry
- 21 I Want to Live Happily
- 22 Of Crichton Blood
- 23 Golden Feather
- 24 If She Did Her Job Properly
- 25 The Boy and the Sun
- 26 Years Later
- 27 I'm A Chrichton
- 28 Young King
- 29 Another Funeral
- 30 There Was a Time
- 31 Unconditional Love
- 32 The Dream
- 33 Plague, Massacre, and Defeat
- 34 New Man
- 35 The Bride To Be Is...
- 36 Suffer the Same Fate
- 37 Grief and Shame
- 38 A Future Far Worse
- 39 Run Away, Girl
- 40 Danil Lyurik
- 41 Tied to Him
- 42 A Favor
- 43 Fear Must Be Overcome
- 44 I'll Be Alright
- 45 You Who Treats Me Like a Dog
- 46 I'll Kill You Myself
- 47 Useless Black
- 48 Long Time No See
- 49 Marry Me
- 50 Divorce Me a Year Later
- 51 I Accept Your Offer
- 52 Igor's Regret
- 53 For Dimitri's Sake
- 54 Suicidal Impulse
- 55 She's Already Dead
- 56 Your Majesty, Please Get Out
- 57 Not Your Real Wife
- 58 Rihannan and Arundell
- 59 She's To Marry Me
- 60 Mother's Grave
- 61 Rihannan, My Love
- 62 You're My Wife, I'll Protect You
- 63 Igor Cesca (Perspective)
- 64 Are You Crying?
- 65 Your Wish
- 66 He Liked Her, After All
- 67 Pleasure of Desire
- 68 A Wife Who Does Not Love
- 69 Hope of Love
- 70 Public Disgrace
- 71 Torturous Beauty
- 72 Women Love Flowers
- 73 Wedding Ceremony
- 74 Queen's Palace
- 75 Can't Fool Me Twice
- 76 Igor's Debt
- 77 Duchess Kisses Her Hand
- 78 Human Nature
- 79 I Like You, Queen
- 80 I Remember You
- 81 Dinner With Igor
- 82 Igor's Clumsiest best
- 83 Thought He Liked Men
- 84 I Owe It To Hear
- 85 The Betrayal
- 86 Anastasia's Daughter (Teaser)
- 87 Queen's Motive
- 88 The Truth
- 89 Mother and Son
- 90 I'm Sorry, Rihannan
- 91 Will You Trust Me?
- 92 Dimi Over You
- 93 I Liked You Since Then
- 94 You're Beautiful
- 95 Nothing Greater In Life Than a Woman
- 96 Yearning Kiss
- 97 The Duchess' Advice
- 98 Predatory Marriage
- 99 Using You
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someone please tell me why i should finish this, is it good? i’m just so angry at igor i can’t stomach it anymore tbh, should i finish it? how does he redeem himself?
no i dont think you understand... IM OBSESSED
I've seen a lot of comments on not wanting to forgive the ML and so far whatever I've read till chapter 140 is that i really hope that they can have a happy ending where misunderstanding, lies and cheating are not there. He needs to beg and kneel for forgiveness, that is when I'll forgive Igor.
This is entirely the only story that makes me cry every time, which is a feat considering I rarely cry at all. I’m also bad with angst but this is such a perfect combo of bittersweet that I can’t bring myself to stop. Personally, I think the ML’s love and guilt is the most emotional part, followed by the FL’s trauma of losing her child. I wish it updated, though.
I am still patiently waiting for the next chapters...This story leave a bitter-sweet feeling and emotion. It's so good and Im falling inlove with story.
The worst part of this story are their misunderstandings. Like every drama every problem on this novel caused by misunderstanding that it made my blood boil. But i like how their relationship develop slowly but not too slow that it gets boring. The fl was a pain in the *ss and the ml was a jerk i wanted to kill him but he got better and better until i forgave him. And i still love them together lol
It’s a pretty good but heartbreaking novel. Majority of the story is told in FL’s POV and you witness how terrible her first life was in her own eyes, but there are certain parts with the ML’s POV and it does really put into perspective what a lack of communication between both parties can do.
I’ve read many reviews online about this webnovel who all say FL has a massive victim mindset, shoots the blame to the ML and stagnates as a character. Do NOT go into this novel with that mindset because even though there was a lack of communication between both parties, FL is still a major victim from all that she’s suffered and she’s carried that trauma and pain over to her second life.
ML is a very good character who tries to make up for his wrongdoings in the past. You can truly see the effort he puts into redeeming himself and it’s sweet but also heartbreaking at the same time because he does recount how badly he’s hurt FL in the past and regrets it very deeply, you can genuinely feel the guilt he’s experiencing and it’ll make you feel pain for him.
I am loving this so far. And the translations are superb! Thank you for sharing this work. I am Looking forward to the updates and completion. Take care!
Me encanta esta novela! Odio que no se hayan comunicado antes y fueran súper ciegos!
Pero Omg!!
¡Ahora está embarazada! 😍😍 ya quiero saber más de ellos!! 🥰🥰🥰
I just hope that these miss understanding gets cleared. I hate miss understandings. But this is bearable at least. I love it and can't wait for the update. Also, thank you sooo much for your hard work on translating this novel.
I wish the novel can be done as a manhwa😍. It is a fantastic story...I'm waiting for the next chapter 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩. Thank you author for making this wonderful story 😘😘
I really like the novel ...it has a special vibes💕 the story is interesting.. Didn't finish it yet but it's good until now, I love it ..thank you all for your hard work 💓
At first I was quite irritated with the flashbacks since it has halted the progression of the story a bit but the rest? I've enjoyed reading it s much not to mention that the translation was sleek and perfect. Ive noticed little to none grammatical errors and the thought was always conveyed. The narration of the hot scenes they had were also great and it describe their fiery passion and the emotions that they had during those moments. All In All I give this a big thumbs up and a recommendation for everyone should they hesitate to give this a read, I tell you you wont regret it. I hope you will update soon tho✨
This is a really good story, i'm dying to read the next chapter, it's been a while since they updated, what happened??! I hope they will update soon (。•́︿•̀。)
Im dying with flashbacks... Im dying with flashbacks... Im dying with flashbacks... Im dying with flashbacks... Im dying with flashbacks... Im dying with flashbacks...
Its good. Its mostly romance and their feelings for each other and the many misunderstandings that is in the way of their happily ever after. The development between the fl and ml is slowly progressing but im sure that more obstacles will come in their way. The supporting characters can see the mcs feelings between each other but the two are just frustrating with them keeping things from each other. Cant wait to see how their journey goes.
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Who is Helena? I've missed something.
When will new chapters of this novel be loaded?
Is there a manhwa of this novel. I remember reading smth similar with this plot and I cant remember.
There’s a lot of miscommunication between FL and ML in the novel, which does give you a lot of heartache for both characters. You’re in for an angst trip, oh boy, buckle up.
Anyone know when will the update next?
To be honest it's painful to read certain parts it makes you feel that you are actually the main leads and its bitter.
it's a nice change seeing a ML actually wanting to do the right thing and wishing to fix things with the FL. Often I see novels talking about revenge but this really does leave one wondering what will happen next
Waiting for more, as I am throughly entrenched in this novel.
I misread her name all the time calling her "rhiana" in my head instead LOL. I am so sorry T.T
New here. How do I pay to read ahead?
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it's so unusual that this hasn't updated for two months already... i really can't wait what happens next
Does anyone know why they stopped updating?
Please update!! The intrigue is killing me!!
Igor karkarof always seem to come to mind every time i read this story..... anyway, Question: how old is Igor here? exactly how old was he when he became King? I'm just curious.
sorrybut i saw their patreon page and it has over 260 chaps if ever you decided to be one please share it with me im broke af
Newbie here, Actually I dont like reading novel using phone but I got curious to this plot and here I am right now waiting for the next chapter....☺️
i dont like bad endings, so before is start this. is the tragedy tag meaning it will have a bittersweet ending?
lovin' it ; p
It's a first story I've read where both FL and ML travel back in time. I absolutely LOVE this story, I hope they clear up the misunderstanding soon. THANK YOU FOR TRANSLATING, I hope a new chapter comes soon